Untold Misery

Come take a walk with me outside,
i'll tell you a story about my life.
It wasn't easy but i made it,
But I made it...............

I've seen the tough times probably the worst,
I wasn't accepted at first, nothing has changed since then and i'm heading towards the end.
I had to live by certain rules,they were unfair.
There was a misery of a girl, that mine couldn't compare to.

In my life I took the wrong path,
Where anger, hate and suffering's alot.
I've had enough of this strife,
I want to change the ways of my life.
Now i want to, now i want to
Now i want to break loose of this Untold misery
Woh! oh! Untold misery

We'll carry this walk further on,
and find out everything just went wrong.
So many untold things to be said,
but before you know it I will be dead.
Well that girl with the sad story isn't alive to hear this out.
My heart is beating, I wanna scream and shout

In my life I took the wrong path,
Where anger, hate and suffering's alot.
I've had enough of this strife,
I want to change the ways of my life.
Now i want to, now i want to
Now i want to break loose of this Untold misery
Woh! oh! Untold misery

And it took a long time for me to walk out of this life.
I didn't commit a crime, I was seduced and destroyed.
And only hope can change my history,
and only time can reveal this mystery...

Animal

Come now won't you please crawl out of your cage
Your sultry ways will just help me vent my rage
I've seen you dance around your pole on this big stage
Seductress won't you touch me and get paid

Cuz I know........I know that you will relieve me of my pain

I bought my drinks, now i'll buy my time with you
Just shut those curtains and pour a drink or two
I can't wait now just to get those clothes off you
I'll fuck you all night, once in the morning too

Cuz I know........I know that you will relieve me of my pain

Don't be shy, let your animal out
Because It's time for you and me now
In some time you will scream your lungs out
Up until I let it out............

Let your animal out

Miss Lane

It's passed 10'o Clock and im calling you out ........Miss Lane
Take a stroll in the park, where It's dark ........Miss Lane
I got wine, I lit candles, There ain't nothing I can't handle ........Miss Lane
Now I'm doing everything right, so don't put up a fight now ........Miss Lane

It aint easy boy to pursue
Some fancy wine and some roses just won't do

If you want me yeah..... you gotta prove your worth to me
God knows how many times I've been broken
Don't you see...........

I go out alot, never give a second though ........I'm Miss Lane
The boys in the street want my number to keep ........I'm Miss Lane
When I walk in the pubs, boys get me drinks and grub ........I'm Miss Lane
Just follow one rule, never think i'm a fool ........I'm Miss Lane
If you want me boy......... All you have to do is say please
If you want me boy......... All you have to do is say please

I'd say please a million times
If that's what it would take to make you mine

If you want me yeah..... you gotta prove your worth to me
God knows how many times I've been broken
Don't you see...........

My Bitch

Every once in a while she hangs out at my crib

She delights me with a smile and lights a cigarette

In the time that we got close, we fucked around a little bit

And after we’d get done, another cigarette would get lit

I asked you to come with me

You said you’d think about it, so take your time to think about it

Then you said you’d come with me to the place that I’ll take you and make you free

Just want you for a weekend, I don’t want you for life

And the only thing I’m seeking is rocking sex at night

I told you what I want girl, tell me if you want it too

And if you just say yes, we could make it, yeah we could….yeah!!!

I asked you to come with me

You said you’d think about it, so take your time to think about it

Then you said you’d come with me to the place that I’ll take you and make you free

So think about it, no second thoughts

I wanna be with you and only you till everything is lost

You light my darkness……Oh!!!

The only thing that I want and only thing I need is you

Just want you for a weekend, I don’t want you for life

And the only thing I’m seeking is rocking sex at night

I told you what I want girl, tell me if you want it too

And if you just say yes, we could make it, yeah we could

Abstract

Seems like another day has passed by
away from me, away from you. Yeah!
I'm all alone now, I don't know
where to go and what to do.

No second chances, no no
Cuz nobody's home (Nobody's home)
There's only one thing that I...
I want you to know... that

I am lost inside my mind
I'm trying to catch up with lost time
And i don't care about myself
Just a bit messed up in my head

Time holds me back now
and i feel that i should sometimes let it go.
And no further reasons
for my pain to leave me and seldom go.

Cuz i'm on a one-way ticket
cuz nobody's home (Nobody's home)
I want you to know that my life
has been put on hold...

I am lost inside my mind
I'm trying to catch up with lost time
And i don't care about myself
Just a bit messed up in my head

Lucid Dream

If i wanna see you, I just close my eyes.
If i wanna be with you, don't you think it's a big surprise.
And I just wanna hold your hand.......I just Wanna hold your hand
you're so beautiful, think you should understand.

Cuz this world could come to an end
if i cannot be with you
I hope that you'll take my hand
We will bring back the feelings that are frozen in my heart.

You're beauty is unexplainable
You're softness unimaginable
These feelings i can't redeem
Cuz it's only a lucid dream
I wanna make it real
That's the only way i feel.
I'm living a lucid dream
I can't change the way i feel.

I get lost in her eyes
eyes so bright like fireflies.
In her dimples a whole world she holds.
In her voice a chamber of secrets unfolds.
At sunset our souls become one as it seems,
when I wake up I realise it's just a lucid dream.

Cuz this world could come to an end
if i cannot be with you, yeah!!!
I hope that you'll take my hand
We will bring back the feelings that are frozen in my heart.

You're beauty is unexplainable
You're softness unimaginable
These feelings i can't redeem
Cuz it's only a lucid dream
I wanna make it real
That's the only way i feel.
I'm living a lucid dream
I can't change the way i feel.

Not over yet

I feel it coming again,
Going through it all again.
This time illfight till the end,
Too big a bite to chew, but I'm ahead of you
This time around I'm Taking all of it

Yes.........I'll Try

It's not over yet, I'm being tested through my way
Am I sober yet, or is nothing in my way???
Disturbances that come, I have to liberate
Dont you worry
Cuz now it's not too ......... Now it's not too late

You can mark my words
Or go and kick the curb.
I'm gonna win this fight alright,
You think that I can't drive,
Boy you're about to cry.
This time around I'll make you drown in it

Yes.........I'll Try
It's not over yet, I'm being tested through my way
Am I sober yet, or is nothing in my way???
Disturbances that come, I have to liberate
Dont you worry
Cuz now it's not too ......... Now it's not too late

Cool Breeze on "Camel's Back"

I was walking down that road.
Not only beautiful, it was so old.
So many people came and walked around there,
whether summer or winter, they just don't care.

Then I saw you there, you were walking and playing with your hair.
Had to speak to you since you were standing right there.

Chorus:
Cool breeze on 'Camel's back'
made me fall in love. Oh! yeah!
You're love just kept me on track
and never let me down.
Cool breeze on 'Camel's back'

Then I took you up to my estate.
You said you had no problems to stay up late, yeah
I thought we'd play a little hide and seek, yeah
So you went and hid
and I had to seek, yeah

Then I tripped upon a little rock that was in the way
Saw a tombstone with your picture and with your name

Cool breeze on 'Camel's back'
took my love away. Oh! yeah!
I was in love with a ghost
and the breeze was blowin me away
Cool breeze on 'Camel's back'

Pride

Nothing can stop a rising tide, it makes you stumble
No one can question its pride, it takes you a while

(High)............It wakes you up and makes you get a little.......
(High)............It welcomes you to serenity
(High)............We fade away from reality
(High)............We all hail to it's pride

It's a good enough reason to survive, It wakes you up (It wakes you)
Golden rays run through my eyes........Let it take control
Control..........Control..........Control!!!!!!

(High)............It wakes you up and makes you get a little.......
(High)............It welcomes you to serenity
(High)............We fade away from reality
(High)............We all hail to it's pride

Pretence

Infiltrating, Hyperventalating, Hypocracy all in all
Illusive passions and pretentious actions, A leap which results in a fall
Inane reasons backed by pessimism, Always willing to fight

And they tried their level best to say........
It's not working out my friend, let's walk away........

Through this pretence I see you........It makes me cry
The fear and hatred's haunting you........Until you die
Until you........DIE!!!!!!!!!!!

Something's lacking, surreptitious snacking.
Why should only one pay the price???
Nothing's ahead, they're like zombies in bed, hoping that they would die

And they tried their level best to say........
It's not working out my friend, let's walk away........

Through this pretence I see you........It makes me cry
The fear and hatred's haunting you........Until you die
Until you........DIE!!!!!!!!!!!

And I cried my self to sleep........
If I could then I would weep.......

Holding Cell

I had depression for breakfast, self pity for lunch

I blame the world for my problems....so thanks a bunch.

I hate everybody's superficial concern

So just give me fire and it'll be your lives i'll burn

Depression consumes me, it fills my soul

Anger and vengeance take control

Wanna break out this holding cell, please help me

Wanna live my life like I used to

All this depression's confusing me, I need help to break free

Wanna live my life out of this holding cell....once again

Can't concentrate on work, my mind is elsewhere

Lack of sleep's got me worried, but who's cares

I need somebody to help me suppress my pain

Feel like a stray who's lurking in the pouring rain

Depression consumes me, it fills my soul

Anger and vengeance take control

Wanna break out this holding cell, please help me

Wanna live my life like I used to

All this depression's confusing me, I need help to break free

Wanna live my life out of this holding cell....once again

Tomorrow

sick and tired of running for cover,
My head is spinning cuz Osama came over,
No one's winning, there's just killing all over
Fuck this shit, let's pack our baggage and go home

I'm leaving it all behind today.....
I'm leaving it all behind today.....

Stop it all for a tomorrow
For a better place, this world could be.
And if at all, it all comes crashing
We can join our hands and we'd withstand today

Can't wait to get home and see my baby.
My body's hurting and i'm kindda going crazy

I'm leaving it all behind today.....
I'm leaving it all behind today.....

Stop it all for a tomorrow
For a better place, this world could be.
And if at all, it all comes crashing
We can join our hands and we'd withstand today

A killer new year's eve

At first, Jared and I had planned to have a get together at the house like always and then push of to a couple of small togethers with booze, bbq and bonfires \m/..... but a couple of whiskeys down we kindda got set at the house chilling with family. It was nice to bring in the new year with family and not go out anywhere. My chacha made some kickass food as always and last thing for the night was of course firing the double barrele shot guns \m/

Happy new year :D

My New Car

Got a new car "Honda Civic" Manual drive 1.8 V .............. It's da shite!!!!!!!!!

A beautiful finale' to a brilliant year

Our gig on 23rd December was the shit............ "The Shiznet" as Pills calls it..........heheheheheh. Good fun, a great last gig of the year. This year was the most amazing year for the band. Good friends at the gig, free drinks and food and plus i got to play in a twinkling santa hat :p :p :p . Im glad that our last gig of the year was with Srijan.

Killer gigs in january when Arpan was in the band. Most of our songs were polished up and we finally figured out a new sound for ourselves. The songs started to sound so much fuller e.g. Holding Cell was completely re-done, Untold Misery got new riffs and of course "Pretence" was born \m/

Along the year, as we kept playing gigs, we seemed to have gained a decent amount of popularity. But in June, the most significant landmark in cyanide's carreer happened and that was "Launchpad" ....... Went to Mumbai for the prelims, played the best show ever and had a blast in that whole trip. The more outstation gigs we played, the closer the whole band became. It was a good thing that Cyanide and HSD went together, cuz all of us are like brothers and it was great fun getting drunk and playing dumb charades......... but watching Shiv light his balls on fire was the highlight of the trip.........lol. Then we got selected to play the finals and we practiced like crazy and got pretty tight as a band i must say. It was the first time when I felt that our band is finally complete and everyone in the band is just right. Our line-up FINALLY setlled down. A few senti moments here and there, which didnt last for too long thanks to bindal.......lol :p. Things were good for me, you know........ played in front of the most amazing and largest crowd......... things were good with girl friend as well :p

Then we had the most amazing trip to Bangalore for a "Pubrock fest" gig. The amount of beef and chocolate we ate in that trip was phenomenal \m/. After this gig, life kindda went down hill for a bit. I had to stay in bangalore for 3 months for some internship, so the band was on a break plus me and my girl friend broke up, so life basically sucked till I got back home. Gigs started again and life was good again.......... and PS: Its good to be single :p. Probably the only good things that came out of my isolation in bangalore are that i wrot enew songs "Man Marooned" , "Miss Lane" and "Animal"

Rocktoberfest gig was good, Sang "Miss Lane" with Michelle Lobo. Played a new version of "Lucid Dream" with Carl Abraham on bass. Then we headlined "Harmony 2007" at St. Stephens College.

So basically our gig 23rd was a good and chilled end to the year, and our first gig of 2008 is an Unplugged gig........ \m/

Looking forward to next year :-)

Cheers